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Sex Work is Work – Talking with the Inventive Creators of Blowie

Published July 20, 2026 by biggayhorrorfan

In celebration of the Midwest premiere of their gay, sex positive slasher Blowie, co-creators Ed Aldridge and Sam Lidbetter recently, through the incredibly natural wonders of email and long-distance communication, sat down with Brian Kirst of Big Gay Horror Fan to discuss this important addition to the contemporary horror scene. The two reveal some of the behind the scenes thought processes involved with the film and analyze whether queer representation has finally entered an age of equality where terror on celluloid is concerned. 

Big Gay Horror Fan: What was the initial inspiration for Blowie?

Ed Aldridge and Sam Lidbetter: We’ve always been huge horror fans, especially classic films like Hellraiser, Friday the 13th, and A Nightmare on Elm Street. We’d spent years working with adult performers and knew firsthand how talented, professional, and committed they are. We always felt they could bring something unique to a horror film, and we knew they’d be excited to take on a fun project like this. The character of Blowie came from wanting to create an iconic slasher villain with a distinctive look, like Freddy or Jason. Since the film centers around sex workers, the mask and the character naturally evolved from that setting.

BGHF: Do you have a most memorable moment from the set when filming the project?

EA & SL: The entire shoot was an incredible experience. It was a lot of fun, but it was also incredibly demanding. We had a crew of just seven people filming over nine days, so everyone wore multiple hats and worked tirelessly to make the film happen. What made it so memorable was the sense of collaboration. Every single cast and crew member gave everything they had, and Blowie simply wouldn’t exist without that collective effort. One specific memory that comes to mind is that both of us (Sam and Ed the directors) had minor roles in the film. Ed was Blowie in the vacbed crawling out of the river and Sam was the head double for Kali for the bottle smash, mostly because we felt like we had to give something for the art!

BGHF: That seems like definite proof that the film is going to be super fun for audiences to watch! Were there any underlying social messages or personal experiences that you were also trying to express here, though?

EA & SL: We started our careers in mainstream television and film before moving into adult filmmaking, and when we decided to make our first feature, we never wanted to distance ourselves from that part of our journey. Instead, we wanted to embrace it and tell stories inspired by a world we know well. At its core, Blowie is about sex workers and sex positivity. The message is simple: sex work is work, and the people who do it are just like anyone else, they’re professionals doing a job. While the film is a horror-comedy, it also offers a glimpse behind the scenes of the adult industry and shows that, despite the stereotypes, much of it is surprisingly ordinary and mundane. That felt important for us to portray alongside all the blood, laughs, and mayhem.

BGHF: I love that! What has been your favorite reaction from an audience member to the project thus far?

EA & SL: Premiering the film in the UK last year was an amazing experience. Watching it with a live audience for the first time and hearing people laugh, cheer, and react together was incredibly rewarding. It really felt like a midnight movie experience. One of our favorite things has been seeing both horror fans and LGBTQ+ audiences embrace the film. We always knew Blowie sat between genres, so seeing people connect with it from different perspectives has been the best reaction we could have hoped for.

BGHF: Leviticus has just been released to very solid critical and audience reaction. Do you think we are in a good place for gay themes to enter mainstream horror on a more consistent basis or do you think we still have a lot of work ahead of us?

EA & SL: I think we’re definitely in a better place than we were even five or ten years ago. The success of films like Leviticus shows that audiences are increasingly open to stories with LGBTQ+ themes.

That said, I don’t think we’re at the point where queer themes in mainstream horror are fully normalized yet. There are still relatively few studio horror films that place gay characters and relationships at the center without making their identity the entire point of the narrative. Horror has always been a genre that explores people on the margins, fear of the “other,” and social anxieties, so it’s actually a natural space for queer storytelling.

BGHF: I wholeheartedly agree! Thanks for taking the time to speak with me! I can’t wait for the Midwest premiere on Saturday!

Blowie will be the headliner at a special celebration of LGBTQIA+ horror at the Debut Studio Theater, 1205 McHenry Road in Buffalo Grove, IL on Saturday, July 25th, 2026. Doors open at 6 PM and the tickets are $15. A presentation of Dead Walk Fest, advance tickets are available at http://www.deadwalkfest.com.

Music to Make Horror Movies By: Soft Cell

Published July 5, 2026 by biggayhorrorfan

Forever recognizable for their insanely popular version of Tainted Love, Soft Cell was the leather edged ’80s band that most celebrated gothic sex and queer culture. Lead singer Marc Almond’s homosexuality and creative worldview definitely, and often ingeniously, shone through in every one of the band’s singles. 

The often dark landscapes of numbers such as Seedy Films and Martin, based on the George Romero classic, also make them a seemingly perfect band for horror soundtrack inclusion. Surprisingly, it has only been recently that their most famous tune has wound up in such genre based television shows as The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020) and Dead Ringers (2023).

But then again, our own imaginations might provide better celluloid context for such haunting yet hopeful numbers as Torch. Indeed, Almond’s homage to the divas who help inspire the loneliest among us, might just be the most perfect post-Pride Month tune in existence. 

Music to Make Horror Movies By: Frankie Goes to Hollywood

Published May 16, 2026 by biggayhorrorfan

Frankie Goes to Hollywood, fronted by the irrevocable Holly Johnson, was perhaps the first New Wave-style band with a decidedly homosexual attitude to make it to the big time. In the early to mid-80s, you couldn’t escape their sexually charged hit Relax. It was even memorably used in Brian DePalma’s kinky, Vertigo-like Body Double.

While their second album, Liverpool, couldn’t compete, commercially, with Welcome to the Pleasuredome, their debut, it still produced a number of singles and beloved songs. The first track off of that LP, Warriors of the Wasteland, was even used in the latter-day giallo Too Beautiful to Die in a fashion shoot sequence worthy of The Eyes of Laura Mars.

While that initial two-fer marked the extent of that pertinent band’s output, Johnson has continued to record on his own. More importantly, having lived with HIV for decades, he is a true symbol of the power and beauty of the queer community. 

A legendary fighter and a LGBTQIA icon, you can keep up with his upcoming activities at http://www.hollyjohnson.com.

Music to Make Horror Movies By: Billy Idol

Published June 15, 2025 by biggayhorrorfan

At 17, I really knew nothing about the gay community. I was growing up in a small farming town, surrounded by shit kicking, flannel shirt wearing earth outlaws. But somehow, I instinctively knew that the leather jockstrap sported by Billy Idol on the January ’85 cover of Rolling Stone was part and parcel of the queer male experience. I already had multiple crushes on all the smooth soap opera hunks from my favorite shows, but never before had I been quite so unabashedly titillated. 

I probably would have been even more turned on if I had been aware of Idol’s connections to the horror community in that era. 

As a fan of Texas Chainsaw Massacre and Poltergeist, he himself hired director Tobe Hooper to helm the post-apocalyptic video for Dancing with Myself. A couple years later, his music swirled out from celluloid bound speakers, accentuating the splattery action of Lamberto Bava’s Demons. Perhaps even more importantly, as the decades have flown by, many music critics have reassessed Rebel Yell, his second album, finding it to be one of the significant Gothic New Wave records of that era. This is unsurprising if you consider that the haunting Eyes Without A Face, one of that LP’s focal points, was influenced by the influential French horror movie of the same name.

Catering to that trend, in the years since, songs like Rebel Yell and White Wedding have worked their way onto the soundtracks of such projects as Bride of Chucky, Scream Queens, American Horror Story and The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina. The inclusion of that latter song in 2025’s Fear Street: Prom Night, which became the Number One film on Netflix within a day of its release, has surely introduced him to a bevy of younger terror loving fans, as well.

Who knows? Maybe some quivering twink in some remote village will even discover that long ago magazine image for the first time and find himself as transformed as I was all those years ago.

What the hell! For his sake….

Until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE, Big Gay Horror Fan!

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Ann Sothern: The Triumphant Kind

Published May 5, 2025 by biggayhorrorfan

Gay director Curtis Harrington was the George Cukor of the horror set. With filmic grace, he guided such pedigree blessed superstars as Gloria Swanson, Simone Signoret, Gale Sondergaard, Piper Laurie and Joan Blondell to blood curdling glory in such projects as Games, The Killer Bees, Ruby and The Dead Don’t Die.

Of course, his greatest achievement among the diva set just might be 1971’s What’s The Matter with Helen? That cult favorite, featuring the dueling frames of pert Hollywood sweetheart Debbie Reynolds and robustly complicated Academy Award winning Shelley Winters, did not, initially, set the box office on fire. But critically praised as one of the best post-Whatever Happened to Baby Jane? imitations, it has become a favorite among discerning terror lovers in the decades since.

But running a close second, in my opinion, to that lauded project is 1973’s gloriously sleazy The Killing Kind. This celluloid smudge features not only Ann Sothern, at her matriarchally pouty best, but the whiskey soaked Ruth Roman and catlike character actress Marjorie Eaton (The Time of Their Lives, The Snake Pit, Zombies of Mora Tau).

Revolving around Sothern’s blowsy Thelma and her often shirtless, sexual deviant son Terry (John Savage), the movie definitely fixes an unwavering gaze on Savage. Just released from prison due to participation in a gang rape, Terry is oddly juvenilized by Thelma, who forces chocolate milk and lipstick stained kisses upon him in abundant measure. Thelma is not alone in this kind of overindulgence. A spinster librarian (Luana Anders), a wanna-be starlet (Cindy Williams) and even Terry’s former lawyer (Roman) & an aging tenant (Eaton) of Thelma’s, all drip around him with moist concern and occasionally aggressive interest. 

In particular, Louise, Anders’ character, fantasizes about him sadistically violating her. Meanwhile, Rhea, played by Roman, seems more distressed over losing Terry’s case due to sexual affection for him than any career-style woes.

The plus side of these and other incidents is this is the rare exploitation outing that concentrates on male beauty, happily embroidered by a juicily femme cast. The psychology here, though, may leave something to be desired. The screenplay seems to suggest that the reason the deeply violent Terry erupts on a journey of uncontrollable revenge is all due to the fawning, overly needy women in his life and not extreme mental imbalance or some other layered factor. 

Still, as the lead-in paragraph indicates, Harrington works wonders with the female cast. Roman crams a variety of emotional flavors into her one scene while Anders brings a successfully bitter, almost acidic, texture to her characterization. 

Magnifying them, Sothern sinks her teeth into every neurotic tic of her character, creating a childishly odd but truly believable human. Supporting roles would follow for this veteran actress, but in this, her last leading role, she and Harrington absolutely eek every morsel of strange goodness that there is to be found in the circumstances at hand. 

Until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE, Big Gay Horror Fan!

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Review: it’s been ten years…

Published April 3, 2025 by biggayhorrorfan

Move over, Regina George! It’s now Alexis Queen’s Betsy that may just be the most manipulative ex-schoolgirl to ever breathe, creatively. 

Indeed, this former cheerleader, one of the main characters in Cesario Tirado-Ortiz’s it’s been ten years since everyone died. a play about final girls is not only seductive, often destroying the hearts of her fellow survivors, but she just might be hiding one of the juiciest secrets to ever hit the stages, as well. 

To be specific, the stage in question here is the Open Space Arts in Chicago, where Ortiz’s deeply psychological, yet truly fun horror piece is running until April 6th. As directed by Teri Talo, Queen imbues this love letter to our magnificent heroines of terror with an edgy sweetness that always makes you wonder just exactly what Betsy is truly hiding.

With the show’s major plot points taking place at a deserted psychological retreat in the woods, – nothing bad is going to happen there, right?!? – Queen is, unsurprisingly, joined by a strong group of castmates – Julia Toney. Noah Hinton and Alex Marusich. Nicely, the majority of Ortiz’s remaining characters are nonbinary and transgender, giving the show a very DIY, LGBTQ+ energy. 

Naturally, our favored genre can only benefit from this type of exciting inclusivity and one hopes that there is more to come from Ortiz and their ilk.

For those living in or visiting the Midwest, be sure to check out https://openspacearts.org/ to find out more about this love letter to slashers and the powerful, sometimes deeply damaged women who make them so relatable.

Until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE, Big Gay Horror Fan!

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Hellraiser at Leather Archives

Published October 18, 2024 by biggayhorrorfan

There Are No Limits!!! —- But ONLY for every sharp-faced Chicagoan who JOINS US this SATURDAY at the Leather Archives & Museum for the Hellraiser Double Feature!!! 

Attendees not only get to see 2 Clive Barker classics in the kinkiest body positive venue in town, but more surprises await them, as well – including a special Barker memorabilia exhibit & a between films visit from the doppelgänger of Kirsty Cotton herself! 

Intrigued? Then check out the link to the event, below!

Fetish Film Forum – Hellraiser (1987) and Hellbound: Hellraiser II (1988) Double Feature

Hope to see you there – and until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE,

Big Gay Horror Fan!

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Va-Va-Villainess: Ann-Margret

Published February 23, 2024 by biggayhorrorfan

Often playing sultry and seductive in her far-flung career, the incomparable Ann-Margret’s first attempt to break away from her initial sugar-pie image resulted in her appearing in the camp classic Kitten with a Whip. There, as the hotly homicidal Jody, she terrorized John Forsythe’s staid weekending businessman with pout worthy aplomb. Ridiculed at the time, the film eventually inspired many bad ass female musicians and young gay men who vowed, much like this B-Movie’s title character, to not take life’s homogenized shit lightly. Going down in a blaze of glory, Jody, despite her maniacal fixations, was a heroine to many of society’s lost and lonely & seemingly set the framework for the vengeful biker chicks in Faster, Pussycat! Kill! KIll!, another femme-strong cult classic.

Going forward though, this career gal’s man-eating characters were often imbued with a comic voluptuousness, Jody’s razor-sharp anger was not to be found in such schemers as Laurel in Bus Riley’s Back in Town, Jezebel Desire in The Cheap Detective or Charming Jones in The Villain. But the experience of playing those humorous variations on evilness, did seemingly allow her to add texture and depth to a variety of her performances, resulting in a part in the early ’90s that contained truly effective strokes of gray.

In Our Sons, one of several early television films taking on the AIDS crisis. this layered pro assumed the role of Luanne Barnes, a small-town mother who is, vehemently (at first), unaccepting of her dying son’s homosexuality. Course and nasty, Luanne eventually succumbs to her instinctual maternal nature and embraces her ailing child before he succumbs to the darkness. Acting most directly against fellow legend Julie Andrews, as a fellow mother, and Željko Ivanek, who effectively played her terminal offspring, this is a scorched earth performance. While Luanne is presented as the ultimate villain, having disowned her son due to his sexuality, she is also as achingly human, a masterful undertaking for A-M and a far, far cry from Kitten with a Whip’s steely yet fun one dimensionality.


Horror Hall of Fame:

While she does make an appearance in 2006’s mind-twisting (little seen) Memories, featuring the dashing Billy Zane, A-M’s most popular genre undertaking is 1978’s Magic. This dark tale of puppetry and madness gave her a chance to play sweetly passionate Peggy Ann Snow opposite future Oscar winner Anthony Hopkins.


Until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE, Big Gay Horror Fan!

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Review: When the Trash Man Knocks

Published December 22, 2023 by biggayhorrorfan

Combining a bit of arthouse drama with a slasher motif, writer-director Christopher Moore has emerged with When the Trash Man Knocks, his fifth horror film in seven years. Importantly, as with most Moore efforts, there is a concentrated effort to look at terror through the queer lens here. Scarred by a violent trauma in his past, Justin (Moore) lives with his mother while, sheepishly, trying to navigate the advances of a concerned, handsome co-worker (an appealing David Moncrief) and a demanding boss. Of course, the return of the titular baddie soon hands his already fragile emotional state a one-way ticket into the land of nightmares and psychological chaos.

Nicely, this mixing of traditional holiday bloodshed, with this offering taking place during Thanksgiving festivities, and Bergman-esque reflections works well for viewers looking for a bit of meat on the bones of their eventual victims. In that latter category, Moore delivers with a fun opening sequence involving a flirty homeowner and a randy real estate agent. It is also enjoyable to see the vibrant Meredith Mohler, a regular in these productions, resurface as one of the festively doomed party girls. 

This film’s significant charm reveals itself in the opposite of that type of character, though. The agoraphobic Caroline, Justin’s tormented mother, eventually takes pertinent focus, plot-wise, and this project is all the better for it. As embodied by the powerful Jo-Ann Robinson (Scalps, The Devil’s Dolls), Caroline proves, once and for all, that The Final Girl moniker should be eradicated forever and replaced by the more triumphant category of The Last Woman. Effectively elucidating all of Caroline’s inner workings, Robinson, who deliciously played the maniacal Mary Esther in Moore’s Children of Sin, proves her versatility here, ultimately setting up audiences with a satisfying ending and the hope for more to come from her and the triumphant woman she portrays.

Until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE, Big Gay Horror Fan!

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Music to Make Horror Movies By: Debora Iyall

Published November 27, 2023 by biggayhorrorfan

Creating an oft copied, iconic style of vocalizing, the singular Debora Iyall is the epitome of a New Wave queen. I remember Romeo Void’s Never, Say Never, one of the songs most famous for featuring her synonymous delivery, being played at a freshman orientation dance-off. It was my first week at college in a big city and somehow that oft heard tune made me feel both at home and like I was on the path to brand new adventures. 

Of course, RV, the band that brought her into the public’s consciousness, is frequently featured on film soundtracks such as Dodgeball and The Wolf of Wall Street. But what many may not know is that Iyall, as a solo artist, has a cinematic pedigree of her very own. Her fun and perky number, Dizzy Tonite, is featured, pink bedroom style, in the low budget ’80s horror romp The Video Dead. That song is reminiscent of many of the songs on Strange Language, her debut solo album. The title song is one of my favorite tracks there.

Now living, happily, in New Mexico, this unforgettable artist is, thankfully, still creating music and conquering the world in her individualistic way. Hopefully, as she does so, she carries all the heartfelt blessings sent to her by the many quirky teens, much like my long ago self, whose lives she, unknowingly, changed for the better.

Until the next time, SWEET love and pink GRUE, Big Gay Horror Fan!

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